155 - "Don't Make Over Others to Get Them to Like You" Ezra 8-9

Ezra 9:2 "The leaders led the way in this betrayal."  The exiles were plunged into a sea of joy in one chapter praising God, then in chapter 9, they are betraying the God they just exuberantly praised.  This band of escapees entered and embraced the lives of those who are not holy.  Ezra's response?  Ezra 9:3 When I heard all this, I ripped my clothes and my cape; I pulled hair from my head and out of my beard; I slumped to the ground, appalled.

Ezra prayed. 
Ezra fasted.  
Ezra wept.  
HE listened.
God, You allowed this battered band to get a firm foothold.  
God, You put us in good graces and gave us a heart to restore The Temple.  
But, Ezra 9:10 says:  "We have thrown your commands to the wind even though the prophets said, 'Don't cultivate their good opinion; don't make over them and get them to like you...don't build your own money and a tidy estate.' "  Don't I cultivate the good opinions of others?  Do I make over them to get them to like me?  What's beneath that?  I think about pursuing a full-time job soon and find myself  "making over" others because the job market is not in my favor. What do I want more than my Christ?  A job.   Can I just trust HIM and know HE doesn't need my help to make others holy.  Faithful is HE Who called and HE will do it.  HE is looking to restore repentant hearts.

PHOTO:  Ezri and Bev at Disney World this year.  Oh my!  I want you to like me so bad, Ezri!  I want my world to like me, way too much.  I'll even barter to get then to like me.  I have to give this up. These verses have my name all over it.  God does not need my help to deal with other people and their responses.  Let it go.